It's a gloomy day for me both inside and out... I felt really deflated after yesterday's final exam. I feel like such a failure! I studied for it.. and I just didn't do as well as I'd hoped.
So I have finished 3 finals now... 4 more to go next week and 3 more essays to complete. I really hope I can finish the essays in 3 fulls days because I really don't have much time to get them done anymore... I am really stuck though... I need an energy boost.... hell... any boost will do... Still no news from any law school, but my boyfriend as already been conditionally accepted... >__< I really hope I get a response soon, I hate this wait... this endless and torturous wait! I wonder if I'll even get in.. and if I don't I really don't know what to do with my life! It's really sad to thing that my life is down to the line. It feels that if I don't get this my life is gonna be over; I am just gonna be a failure forever... yeah yeah I know that's not true.. but I can't help but think that way! I feels like time flew by in the past month. I really need it to slow down so I can think; so I can finish my work...
It's a gloomy day in Vancouver....
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