Light at the end of the tunnel

One more exam then I am free... it has been a stressful month preparing for my exams. But I understand that it was nothing compared to the life of a lawyer. Hopefully, I will pass all my courses so I still have a back up plan if the program that I applied for won't accept me. Of course, I'd much rather get accepted into the new program then staying in my current one.

It would be quite disappointing if I don't get admitted because it will be a chance for me to have a fresh start... a much needed fresh start and second chance to pursue something I want to do. A chance for me to pursue my dreams without any distractions. When I think back into my university life, I never really got to enjoy what it was like to be a dedicated full-time student. I have always had a full-time job while pursuing my full-time study; so it's difficult for me to say that I had an amazing university student life. I am hoping this new program will give me a chance to experience something that I crave... the life of a student. I have been reading forums regarding the application status, and it seems that a lot of people who applied later than me have already received their offers. I am a bit deflated, but I guess it's out of my hands now. I could only hope that I will see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.